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Like A Drug

I’ve been waiting for my life to start

Someone new like you to tear my cosy world apart

And after all this time I’ve spent waiting

I feel so scared to finally think it might be happening

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Your love is like a drug to me

Flowing through my veins, in my blood stream, yeah

Your love is like a drug to me

Take away my pain, paint over the world with dreams

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Tell me just what I’m supposed to do

I know I only feel okay when I am close to you

I’ve learned to love my vulnerability

The feeling’s so intense, can you sense my fragility?

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Your love is like a drug to me

Flowing through my veins, in my blood stream, yeah

Your love is like a drug to me

Take away my pain, paint over the world with dreams

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Is it best to be a pessimist

And keep your expectations low in case it all goes wrong?

Is an optimist a fantasist?

Will you tell me what the hell you think is going on?

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To beat the odds and cheat the gods

Like Ulysses, can you believe?

Delirious, I must confess I can’t assess what I perceive cos…

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Your love is like a drug to me

Flowing through my veins, in my blood stream, yeah

Your love is like a drug to me

Take away my pain, paint over the world with dreams

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Oh yeah

Give me visions

Too scared

The moment I wake up, I’m sick with fear.  I can’t function in this world.  There is no place for me, no space, no use.

No one wants me.  Everyone tells me,

“Be someone else, not who you are.  You’re a brand, a commodity, an object in the market place.”

I don’t want to be.  I want to be me.  Well, I don’t… I hate myself.  I hate my situation, I hate my life, my failure, my 24/7 pain.

But I want to be allowed to be me, not forced to contort and distort myself into something someone can find a use for, a servant, a tool, something to be used to make someone else more money.

We used not to be brands.  We used to be human beings.

I want to kill myself, but I’m too scared.  How pathetic is that?

Panic Attack

Here inside, where nobody can see

Fears you hide, well they’re coming to get you

Look around, but there’s no one to help

All on your own oh, oh

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Oh, oh

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Feeling scared, so go out into town

With your friends, but they don’t really get you

How can they, when you don’t tell the truth?

Lie through your teeth oh, oh

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Oh, oh

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Come back home and collapse on your bed

Decide to hide, ’til your friends all forget you

Stay inside, just go out of your head

Slipping away, oh oh

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Oh, oh

Nitrogen

I thought that you should know

It’s time for me to go

And you should know that I’ll be long gone by the time you read this

I’m checking out of town

I know I’ve let you down

And I should tell you I’m so sorry, I know you don’t need this

I’ve been here for so long

I’ve seen it all go wrong

Forgive my gutlessness but I don’t want to stick around

Things haven’t worked out here

I need to disapear

And if I stay I’ll only bring you down

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Tonight’s the night

You know I’ve seen the light

It’s alright

Don’t try, no need to work out why

Goodbye

Don’t cry

Be happy in your life

Tonight’s the night

You know I’ve seen the light

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It’s hard to take the strain

This city leaves me drained

You know I tried so hard but I can’t seem to make it pay here

I know it’s hard for you

I know it hurts you too,

But I feel so lost and I just can’t seem to find my way here

When I’m gone you’ll be free

Won’t waste your energy

You’d never say this, but you know you’re better off without me

Can’t  bear for you to see

What has become of me

I’ll take the easy way out there’s no doubt

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Tonight’s the night

You know I’ve seen the light

It’s alright

Don’t try, no need to work out why

Goodbye

Don’t cry

Be happy in your life

Tonight’s the night

You know I’ve seen the light

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You might be sad a while

But one day you will smile

And you’ll be happy, cos you know I found a better place

And when you think of me

You’ll know I had to be

Away from all of these things I can’t face

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Tonight’s the night

You know I’ve seen the light

It’s alright

Don’t try, no need to work out why

Goodbye

Don’t cry

Be happy in your life

Tonight’s the night

You know I’ve seen the light

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You know I’ve seen it now

You know I’ve seen the light

Light…

Crazy

I must be crazy, I must be crazy

I must be crazy, yeah

Crazy, crazy ah

Crazy, crazy ah ah

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I don’t like society

And I know you don’t like me

I don’t fit into your scheme

Life is a sad, mad, bad dream

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I’ve been going up the wall

You’re not helping me at all

You just tell me that I must be crazy

You can’t understand the way

I can lie in bed all day

You just tell me that I must be crazy

I must be crazy, I must be crazy

I must be crazy, yeah

Crazy, crazy ah

Crazy, crazy ah ah

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I don’t trust my therapist

She’s an over-optimist

I see clearly, what is wrong

You don’t know what’s going on

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I’ve been going up the wall

You’re not helping me at all

You just tell me that I must be crazy

You can’t understand the way

I can lie in bed all day

You just tell me that I must be crazy

I must be crazy, I must be crazy

I must be crazy, yeah

Crazy, crazy ah

Crazy, crazy ah ah

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I’m crazy, I’m crazy

So crazy

I’m crazy, I’m crazy

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah

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I’ve been going up the wall

You’re not helping me at all

You just tell me that I must be crazy

You can’t understand the way

I can lie in bed all day

You just tell me that I must be crazy

Shut the curtain, close my eyes

I know you don’t sympathize

Criticize me but your words are empty

You’re so hollow, you’re a shell

You can go and burn in hell

With the devil now, cos you don’t tempt me

I must be crazy, I must be crazy

I must be crazy, yeah

Crazy, crazy ah

Crazy, crazy ah ah

Liar Liar

There’s nothing new today

I feel so dead inside

There’s nothing new today

I want new surprises

And I want new horizons

I want new horizons

And I want new horizons…

I want to burn

Liar, liar set you on fire

And now some vicious creature

starts accusing me

I feel your boots upon me

You are the enemy

of Love

Liar, liar set you on fire

Liar, Liar

Liar, liar set you on fire

Ethereal

I walk amongst you

Keeping my head down low

I try to get through

Slip by unheard and invisible

You are material

I am ethereal

You are material

I am ethereal

Cos I’m not like you

And you know it’s true

Something about me makes you uneasy

And I can’t see

What you need from me

Something about you makes me confused

It makes me confused

Kill The Rich

Talk about broken society
I can’t believe how you lie to me
Don’t try to tell me you’re sharing my pain
Just cos you cancelled your two weeks in Spain
You’ll still be warm if it’s bust or it’s boom
All through the winter, no heat in my room

Kill the rich, kill the rich, kill the rich

Kill the rich, kill the rich

Time to get your throat slit, you son of a bitch

I know how you think this world should be
Turn back the clock by two centuries
Treat us like dirt cos we’re down in the mud
We’ll see who’s clean when I bathe in your blood
You won’t be safe in your home anymore
Now you’re the target, not poor against poor

Kill the rich, kill the rich, kill the rich

Kill the rich, kill the rich

Time to get your throat slit, you son of a bitch

…Only joking….or am I?